[She wants his approval and it is always strange to know that it is there. That she doesn't have to fight for it. And now she has a baby that depends on her and she doesn't know what to do. She lifts him a little higher, cradling him closer to make him more comfortable and feels as something slides down her arm. She looks and her nose wrinkles, but then she more disturbed by the realization that]
...He needs changing. I do not know how to change a baby.
love is blind they just might crash
...He needs changing. I do not know how to change a baby.