character relationship tl;dr meme!

[anatural]

Because Plurk is drunk and I am lonely.


→ Comment here with a list of your characters!
→ Respond to other people's comments, stating a relationship that you would like them to expound upon!
→ Let the tl;dr commence!

Comments

Re: vee

[blizzardseason]

◢ Carla & Saya

...I have so much babbling to do.

Carla's felt really hesitant with Saya since... I think since she killed herself and Saya warned her not to upset Chase again. Which Carla inevitably took more seriously than may or may not have been meant because Chase always causes that problem with her, and spiderlady just compounds it. So where I tend to find her is that her feelings for Saya are very lingering, but she's been having some kind of success living on her own, so she's also developed a fear that if she lets herself indulge too much in the undeniably negative relationship she has with Saya that she'll backslide. Not that she doesn't backslide all on her own, which makes the whole thing feel pretty futile. A lot of the time she'd still really just like to give up and lie at Saya's feet. Because it's easy being a victim and a slave and Carla's got all the self-hate in the world over it, which isn't new or a secret or anything.

She just has Saya constructed as an ultimate figure, and really has from the beginning and has a desire not to disappoint or appear ungrateful. Which annoys Carla, but she still has no idea how to really shake such a feeling in a way that isn't just mindless anger, so it keeps nagging from the back of her head.

So... I suppose currently she's just attempting to find a balance between awed/cowed/lustful/self-denigrating and this 'normal' thing she's been practicing in her relationship to Saya. She's also continued to try to understand more about Saya, and generally fails. But she tries.